David Hunter killed his ill wife in Cyprus in 2021, in what his defence says was assisted suicide.
Image source, PA MediaA British pensioner accused of murdering his ill wife has told a court in Cyprus she begged him to help end her life.
Janice Hunter, who was 74 and had cancer, died in December 2021 at home near Paphos.
Lawyers for her 75-year-old husband David, a retired Northumberland miner, say her death was assisted suicide.
Mr Hunter has admitted killing his wife but a plea deal on a lesser charge of manslaughter collapsed in December.
The trial has previously heard Mrs Hunter had a rare blood cancer but might not have had terminal leukaemia.
Giving evidence – at times tearfully – her husband said she asked repeatedly for help to end her suffering but that he “just couldn’t do it”.
He said he “regretted” what “I had to do”.
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After his wife told him she was “sick of being alive” he reluctantly acted, he told the court.
“In the last four or five weeks, she asked me to help and I said ‘no’ every day,” he told his trial.
“She asked me all the time and I always said ‘no’ – I didn’t want to do it.
“After 57 years together, I just couldn’t do it. In the last week she just cried and just cried and begged me to help her. I didn’t answer.”
Mr Hunter said his wife told him she felt she had “no life” due to her repeated trips between hospital and home.
He told the court at one point she became “hysterical” and to calm her down he said he would help end her suffering even though he said he had no intention of doing so.
‘Mind switched off’
However, on the day of her death, he said he had got up to make coffee and his wife was crying.
Asked by the defence barrister what he remembered, he said his “mind switched off – I never wanted to kill her”.
He added he then suffocated his wife with his hand.
“I don’t even know how I thought about it,” he said.
“I don’t know how long I kept my hands there for. She did not attempt to stop me.
“In my statement I said that she was resisting but she wasn’t. She was moving her head. I don’t even think she opened her eyes.”
Asked about his feelings for her, Mr Hunter said he loved his wife and added: “I regret what I had to do.
“I would never help her take her life if she hadn’t begged me.”
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As he recounted his wife’s final few weeks, he said: “She cried. She couldn’t do nothing. She couldn’t move.
“She was sleeping in the leather chair downstairs and for the last week we slept down on those chairs together.”
Responding to a question from defence lawyer Ritsa Pekri, Mr Hunter said his wife had been unable to look after herself.
“The last two or three days, she said she couldn’t move her arms and had trouble with her legs. She couldn’t balance.
“She was only eating soup. She couldn’t hold anything down. She lost a lot of weight.”
Under cross-examination, Mr Hunter said he had been hoping for a “small miracle” to help his wife’s health improve and that she would change her mind about wanting to die.
He said: “My mind was full 24 hours a day thinking of my wife. She was lying in pain, suffering, I couldn’t do anything to help her.
“I wanted her to change her mind. I kept saying it’s not easy [to help someone die], you can’t just do something like that.
“I had no intention of killing her.”
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Asked by the prosecution why he had told a doctor he had decided to end his wife’s life but not tell her in case she changed her mind, Mr Hunter said he was “under so much pressure” and there were some things he could not remember as a result of a stroke.
He said he had told his wife that if she did die, he would have to take his own life, saying to her: “I don’t want to be without you for the rest of my life.”
Earlier in the trial, the court heard Mr Hunter contacted his brother on Facebook to say he had killed Janice and then tried to take his own life at their home in Tremithousa.
Cypriot police were alerted by Interpol in the UK shortly before 20:00 GMT on 18 December 2021.
Officers arrived at the couple’s retirement property and Mr Hunter was taken to hospital and later arrested.
The couple had moved from Ashington to Paphos 20 years ago.
Additional reporting by PA Media.
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